Saturday, September 30, 2006
If I told you thatNow tell me how you feel if I told you
That I have feelings for you
And would it be so wrong to say
What's on my mind
I'm sorry I have to
We were friends but with time
What I feel inside for you has changed
But I'd give up on love, if I thought
That it was untrue for you
(If I told you that) I wanted to see you
(And if I told you that) I beg to please you
(If I told you that) I'll always keep you
What would you say (if I told you that)
I know that we were just friends
But what if I decide to bring somethings in
I hope it won't offend the trust we have
'Cause I don't want this to end
I you think that we'll lose what we have
Then I'd just rather stay (rather stay) the same
(I'd rather stay the same)
Cause I don't wanna choose
Between two of the most precious things to me
(tell me)
(If I told you that) I wanted to see you
(And if I told you that) I beg to please you
(If I told you that) I'll always keep you
What would you say (if I told you that)
If we take this chance and extend
To each other romance
I hope it would be
The right thing for you and me
(If I told you that) I wanted to see you
(And if I told you that) I beg to please you
(If I told you that) I'll always keep you
What would you say (if I told you that)
Would you be there for me
Could you dare to hold me
Will my feelings leave me
Lonely if I told you
Friday, September 29, 2006
Dude looks like a ladyIn case you're wondering what the title means, it's a song by Aerosmith that's been playing in my head since I finished watching the X-files just now.
It's 7.23am, and if you think I'm up early, think again. Yet another sleepless night... I feel mentally tired but physically restless. It's been like this since MMU. The house is quiet, as the guys, excluding Khoo (who just went to sleep) and Vincent (who went home for the weekend), are out yam cha-ing after their daily dose of Dota, a game that I never touched for unknown reasons.
I'm glad to say that finally there's some peace, as all the madness has finally come to an end. No more assignments to submit save photography which required some minor changes. Speaking of photography, I would like to thank Shin officially here for being my model for the past few weeks, she's absolutely gorgeous. Also, she's been really nice and she never complained, the reason being that she understands the pain, as she went through the same thing as we all did. Here are some photos that I took:
These 5 photographs are the ones Che Mat accepted. They are under the categories "Shape and Pattern", "Foreground Frame", "Shadow", "Reflection" and "Leading Line".
For the final A3 print, I chose Shape & Pattern, but apparently Che Mat thinks otherwise. The Shadow looked more dramatic, according to him. Well... different people have different preferences.
Once again, thanks so much, Shin.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
KarmaSome 10 years or more ago, everyone was crazy over the pop singer Faye Wong. Her voice is very unique, and many of her songs became instant classics, for example, “容易受伤的女人”.
However, in the late 90's or so, Kelly Chen emerged, and everybody said she looked like Faye Wong. Her songs, however, aren't as soulful as Faye's, but more of dance music and techno.
Shortly after that, another girl got famous and she was from Taiwan. Her name? Ruby Lin Xin Ru, the actress starring alongside Vicky Zhao in Huan Zhu Ge Ge. And guess what? Everyone said she looked like Kelly Chen!
And finally about a few years back till now, everyone's crazy over Jolin Tsai, another Taiwanese artist who made it into the halls of fame. She's hot, she can dance, and she sings pretty well, too (for most guys, yeah). Most important thing of all, I remember when she first emerged, people said she looked like Ruby Lin!
After reading this post you'd probably be asking me, "Who the fuck is Faye Wong?" Well... I guess it'd just be a matter of time before we start asking the same question with the words "Faye Wong" replaced by "Jolin Tsai".
Monday, September 25, 2006
遥远的她让晚风轻轻吹送了落霞
我已习惯每个傍晚去想她
在远方的她此刻可知道
这段情在我心始终记挂
在这半山那天
我知我知快将要别离没说话
望向她
却听到她说不要相约纵使分隔
相爱不会害怕
遥遥万里
心声有否偏差
正是让这爱试出真与假
遥远的她
仿佛借风声跟我话
热情若无变
那管它沧桑变化
但这天收到她爸爸的一封信
信里面说血癌已带走她
但觉得空虚的心仿佛已僵化
过去事像炮弹心中爆炸
在这半山这天
我悲痛悲痛不已在胡乱说话
夜雨中
似听到她说不要相约纵使分隔
相爱不会害怕
人无觅处
心声有否偏差
正是让这爱试出真与假
遥远的她
仿佛借风声跟我话
热情若无变
那管它沧桑变化
遥远的她
不可以再归家
我在梦里却始终只有她
遥远的她
可知我心中的说话
热情若无变
那管它沧桑变化
I was ignorant enough to not even know that Shin and Rong are leaving, till a few days ago.
Well, it's not like they're leaving for good, they're just going to be staying in Puchong, and Rong will be driving here and back home every school day. Tiring, but I heard that her mother thought it was safer. The way I see it, it's not logical, but then again, better not question other people's mother's authoritah.
There will be changes, that's for sure. Even though we could still chat online at night, there'll always be something less, knowing that they're not there to hang out with during late nights when I feel like having some fresh air and they (usually just Shin) feel like having a cup of Milo ais. But guess I'll just have to find somebody else.
So, well... goodbye! We'll see you guys in class as usual.
Friday, September 22, 2006
Late night or early morning?Don't feel like sleeping, perhaps it's partially because of the cup of Nescafe I just had like...an hour ago. This is all Khoo's doing. About one and a half hours ago, he held a biscuit right above my monitor and said nothing. Took me a while to notice he was actually offering me a biscuit, a coffee flavoured one, in fact. That obviously triggered my desire for caffeine.
Another reason might be because of the diarrhoea that I just had a while ago while reading an article on the Lamborghini Murcielago LP640 in the magazine Autocar Asia. I guess it was the biscuits I had with my Nescafe just now that came out. It came out straight from my stomach. I can tell by the burning sensation on my arse hole which is still strong and stinging right this moment. At least it's better than the acid reflux that my dad has. It makes him cough a lot. My arse doesn't cough.
Why am I blogging at this hour of the day? Don't know. Maybe because of the acute insomnia I'm having, maybe because I just want to write something. God knows how many great ideas come from late night brain activities that I have. Or is it early morning? Don't know... what's the difference anyways?
Awfully lonely now, especially when everyone's fast asleep while I'm still awake. Don't want to sleep because I know when I wake up there'd be piles of work waiting for me to complete. But if I don't sleep I'd not have enough energy to complete those works that will still be waiting for me to complete.
Heidi and Jacintha called me weird for not liking sleep. Weird I am, I guess. Anyways, I guess the best choice is still to sleep, because the works that I mentioned are my final assignments, and I'm in FCM where assignments take up some 70% of our assessment. Good night.
p/s: If you are Shin or Rong, I know this sounds kind of out of place but I kind of miss you guys. Shin especially.
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